Diary, dear diary, when did love become so lonely?
I feel so empty without you beside me,
my tears blur my vision, i'm unable to see.
I hate you and love you, all at the same time,
but how can I say this, when you are no longer mine?
I close my eyes and see you and her together,
you laugh, in my mind, the sound as light as a feather.
she catches your hand, holding on tight,
and then you kiss her, in the horrible moonlight.
I come back to reality,
with you sleeping beside me,
my mascara running down my face,
I watch you dreaming and I wonder if you'll ever fall back in love with me,
All I have now is loneliness, too in love to ev